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Friday, March 19, 2004

Some songs dedicated to my brother, Adam, who I almost killed yesterday
 
Incubus - Megalomaniac
I hear you on the radio
You permeate my screens, unkind heart
If I met you in a scissor fight
I cut off both your wings on principal alone
On principal alone

Hey megalomaniac
You're not Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Wash your hands clean of yourself, maniac
Step down, step down
Step down

If I were your appendages
I hold open your eyes 
So you would see
That all of us are heaven sent
There was never ment to be only one
To be only one

Hey megalomaniac
You're not Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Wash your hands clean of yourself, maniac
Step down, step down
Step down

Yeah
You're not Jesus
You're not Elvis
...
No, no, no, no

Hey megalomaniac
You're not Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
Wash your hands clean of yourself, maniac
Step down, step down
Step down
Korn - Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And, I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it does to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (Gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (Gonna take you down)

I got my monkey got my monkeys back against the wall
I got my monkey got my monkeys back against the wall
[Gonna take you down] repeat 4 times

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Oh, All my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
 
Linkin Park- Numb
 
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know You were just like me 
With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
 
Incubus- Consequence
 
Blink and you miss a beat
Keep one of your eyes open at all times.
Think that you're on the brink?
The shit hasn't even begun to hit the fan.
Consequence you'll see will be stranger
than a gang of drunken mimes.
Situation has a stink.
Better clear the air before
your son becomes a man.

Blink, everything's been augmented,
you've been left so far behind.
I think, for sure, next time
you should wear a pair of eyes
in the back of your head.
Consequence you've seen
has been stranger than sci-fi of any kind.
Situation baffles me,
I guess it's true, you too
are one of the walking dead.

(Chorus):
You better think fast!
Cause you never know
whats coming around the bend.
You better not blink or breathe
For consequence is a bigger
word than you think.
It's bigger than you or me
(Repeat) Chorus


Wednesday, March 10, 2004

One of these "little" surveys I stole from my friends.

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Josh McNeal-- Birth date: June 19, 1984
-- Birthplace: Gaffney, S. Carolina
-- Current Location: Rock Hill, SC.....
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: really dark brown

-- Height: 5'8"
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Gemini/Cancer

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: mostly Irish (look at the name)
-- The shoes you wore today: my black Sketchers
-- Your fears: Spiders, although I jsut respect them more than afraid of em
-- Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni and extra pepperoni

-- Goal you'd like to achieve: many....

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: Don't use it anymore.
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Ugh........
-- Your best physical feature: i dont really have any (im ugly....   :(  )--Your bedtime: currently around 4-5 a.m.

-- Your most treasured memory: I dont have a memory, I think it ran away or something

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: dr. Pepper
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger F'in King

-- Single or group dates: wait until I have one

-- Adidas or Nike: Neither, Im not paying 100 bucks for shoes
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate or death

-- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee is nasty

LAYER FIVE:
-- Cuss: Goddamn, I hope so....
-- Sing: All the fucking time
-- Take a shower everyday: Usually

-- Have a crush: Not right now, unless you count  celebs
-- Do you think you've been in love: I dont think so

-- Want to go to uni: sigh........
-- Like(d) high school: i wouldve if i couldve gone on a killing spree
-- Want to get married: NOOOO.
-- Believe in yourself: Somewhat
-- Get motion sickness: Yup.
-- Think you're attractive: HA!
-- Think you're a health freak: I could be better, I eat whatever the hell I want
-- Get along with your parent(s): ..parent...and yeah I guess
-- Like thunderstorms: Like the rain......
-- Play an instrument: Sadly, no

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Not in my lifetime
-- Done a drug: see above answer
-- Had Sex: sigh....
-- Made Out: sigh.....
-- Gone on a date: sigh....
-- Gone to the mall?: couple times
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope
-- Eaten sushi: Ewww
-- Been on stage: sigh...no...
-- Been dumped: cant get dumped without a date
-- Gone skating: No.....
-- Made homemade cookies: Heh, i cant cook

-- Gone skinny dipping: I seriously doubt it

-- Dyed your hair: No...thougth about it though

-- Stolen anything: Not in the past month....

LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Nein

-- If so, was it mixed company:
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Um, nooo

-- Been caught "doing something": Nope-- Been called a tease: Umm.....
-- Gotten beaten up: Not quite
-- Shoplifted: Yup
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I'd rather stab myself in the eye

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: Id rather stab myself in the other eye
-- Numbers and Names of Children: John doe....

-- Describe your Dream Wedding: If it happens, outside, in nature, without a minister

-- How do you want to die: never lol ( "He died the same way he lived"....)
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Rock Star

-- What country would you most like to visit: Canadia!!!

LAYER NINE: You look for?
-- Best eye color? Blue
-- Best hair color? Black
-- height: Short.
-- Best weight: Athletic, but not muscular
-- Best articles of clothing: Skirt
-- Best first date location: torn between nice-and-quiet place or having fun like bowling

-- Best first kiss location: Um.....anywhere?

LAYER TEN:
-- # of people I could trust with my life: about 5
-- # of CDs that I own: prolly 50 or so but most are country, so other than those, about 20-25

-- # of piercings: None
-- # of scars on my body: Mainly one, if you count surgical scars
-- # of things in my past that I regret: Lots, no time to explain

Do you have a Livejournal? Ya, this one.
What does your favourite t-shirt look like? Prolly my black Colorado Rockies shirt.

Are you going to college? What will you major in? plannin on it, dunno yet

Have you ever eating raw sugar by itself? Oh yeah!
How often do you use Google? Nah, I usually use Yahoo search

Have you ever owned one of those little Chevron cars? Ummm..huh?

What was the last thing you won? win?

Have you ever been seduced? Wishful thinking
Do you own any comic books? Nope

What kind of deodorant do you use? Degree
Where was the last place far from home that you visited? fuckin Kentucky where my "dad" worked

Do you paint your left or right hand fingernails first? How about neither?

What about for your feet? Same
Have you ever gone to a grocery store late at night? Duh!

What's the most expensive item you've ever paid for? Oh, damn, dont make me think that hard.

How often do you drink soda? Not too often, I mostly drink water and tea
What's the best name you can come up with for a snake? "Dude, call me Snake"(my friends understand that)

Would you or have you ever begged online people for money? Um, noooo
Was it successful? ....
What kind of people are you attracted to? Someone like me, quiet and kind, until someone pisses her off
Do you work? Where at? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Have you ever worked at Subway? Was it fun? Uh, no

What would you do if your best friend said they were in love with you? I told you, dont make me think that much
What's the scariest thing you've ever done? damnit, I told you....
How long have you had your AIM/MSN/Yahoo name? 9 months

Do you think fish are cute? Um, ok....
Where will you be posting this?  Xanga, where else?

If you found an ant on your food, would you still eat it? Hell no
Are you any good at math? What about quadratic equations? Ask me a math question, come on...
Do you like your family?  Fuck NOOOOOO
Have you ever been to a concert? No.... :(
And lastly, how much do you weigh?:  Who knows.  Prolly around 130.


Thursday, February 26, 2004

Sigh..........................


Thursday, January 29, 2004

my damn pic disappeared again....


Saturday, January 24, 2004

Yay.  I feel better today.  Probably because I havent talked to those people that piss me off.  And because I'm sure that I've let go of all the procrastination and laziness that kept me from my life.  Good luck to me, and good luck to all.



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